I should be further along than this.
What happened to the time, I shouldn’t feel this rushed.
I should be able to figure this out.
I shouldn’t be having this much trouble.
I should have more Christmas lights out.
I should have shopped earlier.
Should, Should, Should
Everything is exactly as it should be.
I am good enough exactly as I am right now in this moment.
And breathe again …
I deeply and completely love and accept myself.
I forgive and feel forgiven.
I deeply and completely love and accept others.
I fail and I learn from my failures.
I am an amazing learner.
I feel freedom in organization and I feel freedom in being spontaneous.
I allow myself to feel all my feelings with evaluation but without judgement.
Everything is exactly as it should be; that which I feel is good and that which I feel is bad.
I trust everything will work out in the end even if it’s pitch black in the middle.
I walk forward in trust, in this world and towards the next.
In the darkest time of the year, a light was born into the world. A Savior, the Christ. I pray for the gift to experience peace in surrendering to the light. And I pray you have a Merry Christmas (minus the should’s).